My beautiful Boy

Life

I finally discovered what I want, and it's like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders and it feels wonderful. Our household just got much more relaxed. I'm just so happy right now.

I love Christmas!

Well I do. We went to a christmas parade today. Wasn't much to look at, but Cameron had fun and that's what was important. I think he scored like 20 candy canes. Maybe he'll even get to eat some of them. Have been having an enjoyable evening so far with my hubby (the night is not over yet!) Tomorrow we'll be off to the aquarium for my neices birthday party, should be a fun time. I think we'll be putting up our Christmas tree tomorrow too (unfortunatly it's fake, as that's what we are allowed here - but it's better than nothing). Maybe I can even get Kris to put up the outside lights.

Well I'm off to enjoy the rest of my evening.

Winter Wonderland

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow! I love it! Partly because I don't have to drive in it. My sister is snowed in, so I am at home enjoying every minute of it! Cameron and I are going to venture outside soon, as I have to go to safeway to pick up a few things. Yesturday was a blast, Cameron, Kris and I had a snowball fight. It was fun. Cameron had tons of fun! We had to go out to walmart yesturday to get Cameron some snow boots as he only has running shoes. $40 at walmart! For children's shoes! Holy crap! My snow boots were cheaper than that! Oh well, it was worth it to see him have so much fun! Oh well, I should get ready to go out now.

Update

Well this past week has mainly been about potty training. Cameron has been doing really well, he has about 1 accident per day and he only wears a diaper at night (as he hasn't learned to hold his bladder all night - he will sometimes though). It's amazing how fast he took to it. We've tried before many times, but I guess he really had to be ready. So be warned if you happen to come over, there's a little boy here that's half naked (he doesn't have accidents if he's not wearing any bottoms).

On to other things. The power went out at my sister's house yesterday afternoon, and it's still not back on yet so we are at my place (which by the way is a nice change). I can actualy get stuff done during the day (which is wonderful).

I've managed to get all the christmas presents for the kids, I just have to work on the adults now. I have to stop going into toy stores, because I can't manage to come out without getting something else for Cameron.

apparenty Cameron wants to type something now



cameron was he (it was suppose to say "here", but he got tired of typing.)

Sex Toy Party cont...

Well I had the sex toy party on saturday, I think it went pretty good. Had lots of fun, spent a lot of money and got a lot of free stuff ($140 in free product!!!). Now I'm looking forward for it to all get here! Kris is going to be a happy man for awhile! There is a lot of stuff that I still want to buy, so Sarah if you start selling it you'll make some money off me! As there's not much else to say, I should go get Cameron ready for bed.

Sex Toy Party

Well tonight is the sex toy party, hopefuly it will be a good turn out. It would be very cool to get a bunch of free stuff! Nothing wrong with that! Some of the girls are coming over later to help me make some appies for tonight.

Well I've started the firtility drugs now and I'll know in a couple weeks if I'm pregnant. I don't think it will happen in the first month, but hey you never know. It sucks that this time around my sister and I will have kids closer in age (her's is due in March and I'm sure I'll have one in 2007), but once her baby is a couple months old they plan on moving away. Like to Prince George. So that will suck alot. It's nice having her around. Though our kids fight alot (Cameron is 3 and Reegan is just over a year) they do love each other a lot (they give each other lots of hugs and kisses). As she is the only person (friend) around here that has a child, I'm really going to miss having someone to talk to.

Well I have to go now, Cameron is trying to "help" me type.

Sick, sick, sick

Man I hate being sick! The three of us are at home today as we are all sick. So all of you who were planning on coming to come to Cameron's birthday party tomorrow, I'm not sure if it's going to happen (I'll let you all know tomorrow if we're feeling better). Cameron is going to be spoiled this year with presents for his birthday and Christmas. As this may be the last year he's an only child. I'm starting clomid (fertility drug) sometime this month (as soon as my period starts - in case you wanted to know, but you probably didn't!). I'm excited about having another one. If you had asked me the first two years of Cameron's life if I wanted any more, I probably would have said I was fine with one. But I'm definatly reading for another one. Unfortunatly it took a miscarrige to realize that in fact I was ready to have more.

Happy Birthday Grandma - I wish you were here.

Not often enough

I just never seem to have time to write in my blog anymore. Having two kids around here is definately more work! My sister is going to have her hands full when her baby is born, as her son will only be 18 months by that time. These past couple weeks have been interesting to say the least. Learned alot more about my friends. I pretty much just had my last party night for awhile (alcohol anyways). I'm starting my fertility drugs next week. I'm looking forward to this alot. It's going to be tough having two, but I'm sure I'll live through it.
Going to my parents house this weekend for Thanks Giving and also having a birthday party for Cameron there as most of the family won't be able to make it on his birthday. I can't believe he's going to be 3 years old! My baby is growing up! Now just to get him potty trained! Oh well that will happen eventually!

A moment to blog

I never use to look forward to fridays as much as I do now. I love my nephew very much, bu t there are days when I'm counting down the weeks until my sister goes on mat leave. It's not really my nephew that's the problem, it's Cameron not wanting to share me. Cameron treats Reegan like a brother (physicaly). And Reegan only being 1 year old can't defend himself yet. I wonder if it's going to be like this when I have another child. Well gotta go, Cameron is trying to climb on the printer.

A free moment

Well it's been awhile since I last posted. Things have been crazy around here. I'm babysitting my nephew 5 days a week 10 hrs a day, so I haven't had much time on the computer. And because I've been babysitting him at my sister's house. Charlie is finally gone, so I can have my hubby and my house to myself again.

My parents finally moved into their new house. It looks very nice, makes me want a house so bad!

Wow, I haven't posted in a month and I still don't have anythng to say.

Money

How the hell do we manage to spend $1000 in one month? Please someone tell me this? This is just on the credit card!!!! And no it's not all from me! Tankfuly that is our limit, as we asked to get it reduced. But I don't think it helps that we have a line of credit of over $11,000 available to us.

Ok, must go on to something else because I can go on complaining about that for awhile. Ok what's new? I'm leaving for Clinton War in two days!!!! Woo Hoo!!!!! A tad bit excited. I'm going to drop Cameron off at my parents house tomorrow (5 whole days without him.....sad, but excited). On my way back I'll be picking up Alison, this way she doesn't have to pack all her camping gear 2 1/2 hrs on transit like she does every year. Why? Because I have a car!!!! Wow I feel like I'm 16 again! Well that can't be true because I didn't get my licence until I was almost 18. Yes I was actually dating Kris when I got my driver's licence! Well I should cut this short, Cameron will be getting up soon and I have to get so much done today (get everything ready for Clinton) because tomorrow is shot (leaving on the first ferry tomorrow morning - not coming back until the afternoon ferry). So I will see some of you up in Clinton......the rest...... sucks to be you!

Playland

Well first off I had my candle party, wasn't very successful, but that's ok since I got to hang out with a bunch of friends and have a good time.

Went to Playland yesterday. Kris's company was having a BBQ there and all the employee's (and their family) got in for free. We had alot of fun! Cameron loved the rides! I think his favorite was the roller coaster (the kids one of course). It was a blast seeing him have so much fun! It was definalty a great family outing, one which we are going to have to do again this year.

An Update

Well it looks like I'm going to be an auntie again. My sister is pregnant! This was the first month in trying (must be nice). No I'm not bitter. I am very happy for her, just a little sad for myself. It would be nice to just try for one month and it happen, it's very rare that Kris and I use protection (yes I know TMI), the only time we really did was right after Cameron was born (didn't want kids that close in age!). So it just sucks for me that it takes one month for her and it's been two years and counting for us.

On to other things I guess.....

Had a second birthday party! That was a suprise! I think I was more confused than shocked. Wasn't expecting that since I already had a party, but it was good to see friends, a lot of them I hadn't seen since high school. Too bad the friends I acutaly hung around with in high school weren't there (besides Alison I didn't hang out with any of them in high school). Aparently I am having a bitter day. Then to think of it I'm not friends with anyone I hung around with in high school anymore! Oh well.

Maybe I shouldn't have updated today. Just not in the mood. My parents are on their way over now (they are actually going to spend time with me and not my sister! But that's another story)

Well lets see. I had my birthday on saturday, Al, Sarah, Ross & Sarah, and Brad & Lisa came over to celebrate with me. I got so very very very drunk! I woke up the next morning telling myself that I would never do that again! Well Clinton is a month away, so I may change my mind.

I am no longer working for Census, as they were expecting something from me which I couldn't give them. They wanted me to work 40 hrs a week (I had finished with the phone calling, all that was left were the field visits). How am I suppose to work 40 hrs a week with no car in the day, and a two year old boy. The extra money would have been nice, but it wasn't a must. I'm much happier that I can spend time with my husband, and tuck my son into bed everynight, and take him on a couple camping trips over the next month, which I wasn't able to do if I continued to work. The money would have been nice, but I've learned ever since becoming a stay at home mom, that it isn't everything. Spending time with my son and husband is much more important.
Not many people can say that they work at their dream job, but I can, and it is frustrating, and very demanding, but also extremly rewarding.

Work

Well I just finished my first training day with Stats Canada. It's going to be a pretty simple job. Good news for me. It was great, the training was about a 5 min drive from my sister's house (who happened to be looking after Cameron today) - we got an hour lunch so it was nice to go see my boy half way through the day. Truth be told, it was nice spending a day with adults! Another training day tomorrow and then I start.

Kris's uncle died the other day. It's sad, I only met him a few times, but he seemed like a nice man. So we will be up in Kamloops this weekend.

Cameron got his "big boy" bed yesterday. He looks so small in it! It felt weired to see the crib packed away, hopefuly we will take it out soon again. In other words I'm definatly ready to have another baby. So we'll see if that happens over the next few months. It will be neat for my sister and I to have babies around the same time, this time (as Cameron and Reegan are 2 years apart). She plans on being pregnant by December (if not earlier!) as she doesn't want to stay at work for more than a year (she goes back to work in August)

Well enough about that. More on a later date.

Again

Well I went to yoga again on tuesday night. Woke up wednesday morning and my body was so sore! I'm not sure if I'm going to stick with it (it's very expensive - $17 a session). So it's a little bit out of my price range.

Good News - Statistics Canada phoned me and told me I have the job!!! I assumed they would have called me weeks ago if I had it, but that's the government for you. So I do two training days next week and then I start right after that. It's pretty much just phoning people and going to their home (if they don't have a phone or don't answer it) and reminding them that they haven't filled out their census form yet.

Well, nothing else new.

Yoga

Holy Shit! Well I had my first class with Bikrams Yoga last night. I have never in my life sweated that much! The different poses definatly pushed me, but it was the heat that was the hardest. It's a 90 min session and the room 40 degrees. It's very tough, but I'm going to do it again. I think it helps that my sister and I are supporting each other with this, we won't let the other one slack off. We might go again tonight, not sure yet (I got Kris's cold, as long as it doesn't get worse I'll go). Kris is also home today (as he is sick and not feeling well).

Well one more month until John and Tess move back! I'm so happy their coming back! I really hope they find good jobs down here.

Maybe I'll post again tomorrow if I go back to yoga tonight. I'll let you all know whether it's better the second time around or worse.

Happy Anniversary!

Woo Hoo! It's been 5 years already since Kris and I got married! We're not really doing anything to celebrate, maybe go to a movie this weekend.

Well I told Kris that I need help with this diet, and that means I need to empty out our pantry because I can't have this stuff in our house. I'm going to let some things stay because they are for Kris and Cameron, but I have to have will power and not eat it. For some good news, I'm starting Bikrams Yoga with my sister next week. I'm very excited about trying that, I hear it's really good. It's an 90 min. session of yoga in a heated room. It's supose to be a great work out.

We went camping last weekend and had a great time! We camped with my sister, her hubby and son, Roy (Kris's dad), Brenda (roy's girlfriend) and Kelly. i can't wait to go again. I'm most likely going again on July 2-5 with myself and Cameron, my parents and my sister and her family. Kris unforunitly can't come as he has to work. But as Kris said he would like Cameron to experience camping even if it's without him. Though I still wish he could come. Oh well, John and Tess will be down on June 30 so I'm sure he'll have some company.

Well I should get Cameron some breakfast now and go clean out my pantry.

Sad day

I belong to an email group (mom's with pcos) I've been in this email group since cameron was born and even before. One of the ladies on the list just lost her husband. She has 4 yr. old triplets. It's made me think what would happen if I lost Kris. My cousin just found out that he has a brain tumor. He has 4 young kids, his wife has already survived cancer (while she was pregnant with twins). It makes you think. Life could be gone in an instant. I would be lost. I don't know what I would do without him. We've been together for over 8 years. The truest love I've ever felt. Today has been abit depressing.

Just one of those days

Beautiful Disaster

by Kelly Clarkson

yes I listen to Kelly Clarkson - get over it!

He drowns in his dreams
an exquisite extreme i know
he's damned as he seems
more heaven than a heart could hold
and if i try to save him
my whole world could cave in

i don't know
i don't know what he's after
but he's so beautiful
such a beautiful disaster
if i could hold on
through the tears and the laughter
would it be beautiful
or just a beautiful disaster

he's magic and myth
as strong as what i believe
a tragedy with
more damage than a soul should see
and do i try to change him
so hard not to blame him

i'm longing for love and the logical
but he's only happy hysterical
and i'm waiting for some kind of miracle
waiting so long

he's soft to the touch
but frayed at the ends he breaks
he's never enough
and still he's more than i can take

Well I might be getting a temporary job with Statistics Canada - with the census coming up and all. I go for a group testing on Monday so I should know after that sometime. I just had to update my resume, it's been a long time since I've done that! My last one ended at march 2000! I never did need a resume to get my job at Western Mailtech, they just hired me from my sister's word and my own abilities. The cool thing about this job is that Cameron is still going to be with me (there was an add for this job somewhat directed towards stay -at - home parents). And since my sister is still on mat leave she can look after Cameron when I go for this testing and if I get it I have to go to a training class. So now that's all done I just need to pick up an ink cartrage for my printer so I can actully print it. So I was going through my resume and I discovered that I've had 9 jobs in my life so far. But then again I started working at the age of 14.

Well my little guy wants to play now so that's it for now.

PCOS

Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. I have this, (only found out about 3 years ago). It's not really a big deal, but I'm going to have to start dealing with the issues that I have because of it. This has come to my mind recently because I just bought a book about what kind of diet I should be eating to help control it. It can never be "cured" but I can control it. So it seems that what I need to do is cut out all wheat, grains, dairy and of course sugar. Yeah no prob. WTF! Do you know how hard that can be!? You got sugar and fatty foods staring you in the face where ever you go. I am going to give it a try and see how I do. First off is to get rid of all this junk in our house. I don't expect Kris or Cameron to follow this, but I don't need it staring me in the face either. The good thing to look forward to is that I know eating these foods makes my body feel good, and of course I will lose weight, how could I not. Well that's all for now.

Flu's SUCK!!!

Well I've had the flu since friday and I'm hoping it will be gone soon. Friday was a horrible day. I don't think Cameron understood why mom didn't want him bouncing on her and why she wanted to spend the entire day in bed. Thankfuly I have a wonderful son and I was able to get a couple hours of sleep. Thankfuly I have a wonderful husband who has done all the cooking and looking after Cameron this weekend. Well he has been cooking for himself and Cameron as I haven't been able to eat anything. This flu has been wonderful for me losing weight, but I would have rathered taken a extra week or two to lose those pounds than get the flu. So in total this week I've lost 7 lbs. 5 lbs because of the flu.But I was able to eat 1 slice of thin crust pizza today and it doesn't feel like I'm going to throw up, so I think I may be getting better. This was the worst weekend to be sick as this is the first weekend of this year that has been absolutly beautiful and warm outside.

Another topic, kris and I have decided not to sell our condo. It had been bugging Kris for awhile, he just wouldn't speak up about it. So we are going to be putting it off until we have another kid, or until I get pregnant again. Which of course also means that I will not be getting a car. Which sucks. But I'll live. But I have to admit that I didn't really want to leave Langley anyways, I like it here.

Happy Easter

I just can't seem to make up my mind about which blog template to use. Back to the first one.
We had a good easter weekend. We went up to my parents house to celebrate mom's 50th birthday. The kids had a great time hunting for easter eggs. We told Cameron to look for easter eggs because there is chocolate inside them, and he says " I love chocolate!" Yes, yes, we have a cute one.

I have decided once again to go on a diet, because well I was shocked at the scale. I guess ever since I had the miscarrige I haven't cared what I put into my body. I guess it just took abit to realize what i was doing to myself. So I'm back on track and that makes me feel really happy.

Well not much else has happened lately, so that's all for now.

Update

Well Kris has finished installing the flooring (yeah!!!), now we just have to buy the mouldings and paint them and put them up. And of course paint the bedroom, and so on and so on. We will hopefuly have our condo on the market by the end of the month. I'm getting excited about moving, even though it means we aren't going to be owning our own place anymore. I'm excited about living near John&Tess. It will be nice to have everything paid of and own a second vehicle. This also means we will have money so I can start going to a gym. I plan on joining the YMCA, it doesn't seem to busy during the day and they also have a good daycare. I know that I will most likely go if I can do it during the day. I have no intrest in going to the gym at night when Kris is home.

Well Cameron wants me to play cars with him, so that's all for now.

A feeling of relief........almost

I think it's more the fact that from when I first found out I was pregnant it always seemed that it was too good to be true. And well it was. It feels like I've been stressed out for the past 6 weeks and now that stress has gone. When I was pregnant with Cameron I was a little stressed because it was my first pregnancy and i didn't know what to expect. But with the twins it was like one stressful week after another. When I first found out I was pregnant I was excited. Then I had the two week long week to find out how far along I was. I thought I was much farther and I was worried about that because of all the drinking I did. Then the ultrasound came and all the tech says is there is no embryo. I'm sorry but that didn't ease my stress. Then I find out I'm not that far along (so I don't have to worry about the drinking I did because that was before I conceived) but now there's two in there. So I am excited about that but also terrified. But as the weeks went on things just didn't feel right (meaning not like it felt when I was pregnant with Cameron). And I didn't know if it was because I was carring twins or that something was wrong. Well we all know how that turned out. So now that it's all over with I am sad and heartbroken, but also stress free.

Good Day

My family has all gone home now and it's just me, Kris & Cameron. It's nice to have things back to normal. We took Cameron to the movies for the first time today. We went and saw Ice Age 2. He was such a good boy through the whole thing. It was very cute, when we first walked into the theatre Cameron said "wow!" I can't wait until he's older and we can take him to Disney Land, that would be cool. I think we might even try playland this year.

And on to other things, I'm less sad today and Kris is less angry. So out of the past 5 days, today was by far the best. Well on to other things today, as it is beautiful outside so we might as well enjoy it.

Not so wonderful today or tomorrow and the next

I might as well get this over with .............................................................. I had a miscarrage yesterday. My babies are gone. My heart feels like it's gone with them, but it will be back, it has to. Yesterday I was trying to look on the bright side of things, but today I just miss them and what they might have been.

If you don't have anything good to say........then shut your mouth!

I guess I'm just tired of being blamed because I'm having twins. I didn't think I could get pregnant without medical help let alone get pregnant with twins! I just think if Kris and I don't have a problem with it then neither should anyone else. I understand why my sister is upset - I was suppose to be my nephews daycare, and now she has to put him in daycare with someone she doesn't know. I understand that she would be upset. she hasn't told me that she's upset, but she told all this to my mom and my mom told me. I feel bad that I can't do that for her anymore, but like I said to my mom 'she didn't have kids so I could look after them' there are other reasons why she wanted kids. I know that might be a bit harsh, because I love my sister it's just that the negative comments don't help. There's nothing I can do to change my situation. If I had a choice I wouldn't ask for twins, but now that I have them I want to keep them. I love them. They are apart of me and Kris.

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

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Taxes are done!!!.......and other rants

I finally finished doing Kris taxes (not mine as I have no income). He gets $2000 back! Yeah!!!!! Manly because he claims me as a dependant. Oh well that money will help us when we move.
Some people are just insensitive. Someone said to me (I'm not going to say who) 'I just feel so sorry for cameron because no one is going to care about him anymore once the twins are born' - did you just seriously say that to me? This of course came from a person who doesn't have kids so has no clue about them. Just because you have another child doesn't mean you forget about the ones you already have! Jackass! As you can tell I wasn't very impressed. I'm scared shitless that the twins are going to overshadow Cameron, but I won't let happen. I'm not sure how that person grew up, but when I was growing up I never felt like one sibling was favored over the others.I have great parents, and they taught me well.

Today sucks

well I've had better days. If you want to know why my day has been crappy check out my baby blog.

lonely.......

I miss my husband! And it's only been two days! Oh well only two days left and I will see him. Today was a tiring day. Cameron fell asleep at 5:00pm last night. He was exusted and I couldn't keep him awake. so ok no prob, he of course wakes up at 3am wanting to play! Just great! After about an hour I was able to get him to lay down next to me. I wake up again at 7:45am to the phone ringing. It's my sister, I'm suppose to look after my nephew today for about 7 hrs. No prob i get out of bed and she gets there about 1/2 hr later. Cameron woke up at about 9 so at least I know he'll stay awake until 7:30 and this won't happen again! Well at least not tonight anyways.

3 more days until my ultrasound! I'm getting very excited!

So Kris went up to Kamloops saturday afternoon. The plan was that I was going to go with him, but then we realized that Kris's dad Roy will only be there until sunday. So I didn't think the trip was really worth it, and I wasn't sure if I had a ride back or not. Charlie didn't think his truck was big enough. Well there wouldn't be any room for any luggage. Ok not a big deal. I find out last night that Roy is there until wednesday! Thanks for letting us know! I could have got a ride back with Kris then on wednesday when he was coming home. Oh well. Roy made a comment to Charlie that he should take over being Cameron's grandpa because he see's him more. That's not our fault. Roy's on 2 weeks vacation right now and didn't even think about coming down to see Cameron. Sorry I just needed to vent. I like Kris's dad, it's just that this irritated me a bit.

No more Pink!

I decided that I was getting sick of seeing the colour pink. Well at least on my blog that is. I still like wearing pink. So it seems I'm getting another cold again WHICH SUCKS! We are suppose to be going up to kamloops this weekend. Kris might have to work on saturday, so if he does then he will go up to kamloops alone after work on saturday so he can spend it with the guys. I was only planning on staying until sunday, so if Kris has to work saturday then I'm not going to bother to come up. I was going to stay up there the entire time Kris was going to be there (he has to work up in Kamloops Mon-Wed) but if he by chance has to work thursday too then I have to drive back by myself that morning ( I don't like driving in the snow) as I have to be at the ultrasound that day (it's $100 to cancel and I don't want to wait another 2 weeks to get another one).

Rain, rain go away
I want to go outside today.

Man I'm sick of being inside all the time. I just want the weather to be nice. I miss summer I want it back now! Well I best go get the laundry and dishes done now so I don't have to do it later.

Anything New? Well maybe a little!

So as most of you know by now, I'm pregnant! Yeah! It was a very big suprise for us. As most of you know I had to take fertility drugs to get pregnant with Cameron, so to get pregnant all naturaly is really cool. I'm not sure when I'm due yet. Could be anywhere from 6-13 weeks, I have an ultrasound on March 9, so I'll know more then. Now since we are adding to our family, we have decided to sell our condo and rent for awhile (we can't afford to buy something bigger yet) we will hopefuly be putting it on the market on april 1, so we are going to be a bit busy until then. Kris just did a bunch of painting this week while I was gone. It looks great! In about two weeks we're putting in new flooring. Yikes! But it will help to sell this place. We are hoping that we can rent something nearby. I don't want to move any farther away from where my sister lives, because I still plan on looking after my nephew come Augest. Well, I have alot to get done today so everybody enjoy the the rain today.

It's been awhile since I've posted so I'll try and recap what has happened this past week and a half. I've finally started babysitting my nephew Reegan. Last week my sister and her hubby had to go to a double memorial service, double because they were two brothers that died. They were friends of my brother-in-law and they died 2 weeks ago in a street race in Vancouver (Four died and one lived) .Goes to show that even good people do stupid things. I'll be looking after Reegan about once a week, because my sister is going back to work to bank some hours, so it doesn't mess with her mat leave. I won't be looking after him five days a week until August. Cameron is still talking up a storm and now saying "love you much" when I tuck him into bed at night. He's doing great with his letters and even starting to recognise his name when spelled out. There's not much else going on in our lives at the moment. We finally got our new dishwasher! That makes me very happy! Well that's it for now. I'm off to a sex toy party in a about an hour. I'll let you know how it goes!

Healthy Boy, Happy Mom

Cameron is finally feeling better. He got sick on friday and was so stuffed up he could barely breath. He also slept in his own room last night, that was nice! I don't mind if he's in our room at night if he's sick, because I can keep an eye on him. But if he's all better, he can sleep in his own room! It was also nice to have some alone time with my hubby:) Definately needed that!
I had a great time at my girls night. I almost stayed home because Cameron was sick, but then I realized that I needed a night off! My sister had invited all her girlfriends from highschool. It was great to see them again. Well it's time to refill my coffee!

Weight Watchers

I joined Weight Watchers last night. If you want to track my progress I will be updating it every week in my "Fat Log".

On another note, things here are great. Cameron is talking more and more everyday. He will have a whole conversation with you sometimes (of course you can barely understand anything he says!) He has no interest in potty training what so ever. Oh well, maybe in a few months. My nephew Reegan is getting so big now. He's 5 months and a little butterball! If any of you remember how big Cameron was when he was really little, well Reegan is bigger! I didn't think he would be because my sister is so small (5'2"), but her hubby is 6'. It's a nice sunny day out today so I think cameron and I will go out for a walk and stop at the park, but I think I will wait at least another hour, so it will warm up abit first. I'm going to a girls night on saturday, I'm really looking forward to that! It will be at my sisters house, and we'll all be staying over. Well that's it for today.

Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present.For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion.Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

What Element Is Your Love?

Playgroup

well I finally took Cameron to his first playgroup. Yes, I'm a little behind in this! I'm not a very social person, but Cameron has been needing time with other kids. It was great! Until it was time to clean up all the toys. He got very mad that everyone was taking to toys away. Yes, I've been bad at teaching him to clean up. We don't tend to do that everyday. This is something we'll go back to every week.

Otherwise nothing else is new. Hope you all have a great weekend.

Month Update

Let's see, Christmas was alright. We went to my parents house on christmas eve morning, had some drinks thoughout the day, santa came for the kids and gave them each a present. Then the adults (me,Kris,my sister, her hubby, and my bro) went up to the mountain to see if we could find some snow. We didn't have any luck! Christmas morning was nice, the kids had a bunch of fun opening the presents! Went home on the 26th and went up to Kamloops on the 27th. K and C were both sick the entire time up there, that sucked!came home on the 30th. New Years eve sucked! Oh well maybe next year will be better. C got sick again and today he's finally better, last night was spent sleeping beside C, and every few hours he would wake up and puke! Nice! Thankfuly it was only water coming up as he wouldn't eat anything all day. But he's feeling better today, no fever anymore and he's eating again.

On other news our dishwasher broke so now we have to buy another one, and of course can't afford one, so it's back to washing dishes by hand. This sucks!