PCOS

Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. I have this, (only found out about 3 years ago). It's not really a big deal, but I'm going to have to start dealing with the issues that I have because of it. This has come to my mind recently because I just bought a book about what kind of diet I should be eating to help control it. It can never be "cured" but I can control it. So it seems that what I need to do is cut out all wheat, grains, dairy and of course sugar. Yeah no prob. WTF! Do you know how hard that can be!? You got sugar and fatty foods staring you in the face where ever you go. I am going to give it a try and see how I do. First off is to get rid of all this junk in our house. I don't expect Kris or Cameron to follow this, but I don't need it staring me in the face either. The good thing to look forward to is that I know eating these foods makes my body feel good, and of course I will lose weight, how could I not. Well that's all for now.

Flu's SUCK!!!

Well I've had the flu since friday and I'm hoping it will be gone soon. Friday was a horrible day. I don't think Cameron understood why mom didn't want him bouncing on her and why she wanted to spend the entire day in bed. Thankfuly I have a wonderful son and I was able to get a couple hours of sleep. Thankfuly I have a wonderful husband who has done all the cooking and looking after Cameron this weekend. Well he has been cooking for himself and Cameron as I haven't been able to eat anything. This flu has been wonderful for me losing weight, but I would have rathered taken a extra week or two to lose those pounds than get the flu. So in total this week I've lost 7 lbs. 5 lbs because of the flu.But I was able to eat 1 slice of thin crust pizza today and it doesn't feel like I'm going to throw up, so I think I may be getting better. This was the worst weekend to be sick as this is the first weekend of this year that has been absolutly beautiful and warm outside.

Another topic, kris and I have decided not to sell our condo. It had been bugging Kris for awhile, he just wouldn't speak up about it. So we are going to be putting it off until we have another kid, or until I get pregnant again. Which of course also means that I will not be getting a car. Which sucks. But I'll live. But I have to admit that I didn't really want to leave Langley anyways, I like it here.

Happy Easter

I just can't seem to make up my mind about which blog template to use. Back to the first one.
We had a good easter weekend. We went up to my parents house to celebrate mom's 50th birthday. The kids had a great time hunting for easter eggs. We told Cameron to look for easter eggs because there is chocolate inside them, and he says " I love chocolate!" Yes, yes, we have a cute one.

I have decided once again to go on a diet, because well I was shocked at the scale. I guess ever since I had the miscarrige I haven't cared what I put into my body. I guess it just took abit to realize what i was doing to myself. So I'm back on track and that makes me feel really happy.

Well not much else has happened lately, so that's all for now.

Update

Well Kris has finished installing the flooring (yeah!!!), now we just have to buy the mouldings and paint them and put them up. And of course paint the bedroom, and so on and so on. We will hopefuly have our condo on the market by the end of the month. I'm getting excited about moving, even though it means we aren't going to be owning our own place anymore. I'm excited about living near John&Tess. It will be nice to have everything paid of and own a second vehicle. This also means we will have money so I can start going to a gym. I plan on joining the YMCA, it doesn't seem to busy during the day and they also have a good daycare. I know that I will most likely go if I can do it during the day. I have no intrest in going to the gym at night when Kris is home.

Well Cameron wants me to play cars with him, so that's all for now.

A feeling of relief........almost

I think it's more the fact that from when I first found out I was pregnant it always seemed that it was too good to be true. And well it was. It feels like I've been stressed out for the past 6 weeks and now that stress has gone. When I was pregnant with Cameron I was a little stressed because it was my first pregnancy and i didn't know what to expect. But with the twins it was like one stressful week after another. When I first found out I was pregnant I was excited. Then I had the two week long week to find out how far along I was. I thought I was much farther and I was worried about that because of all the drinking I did. Then the ultrasound came and all the tech says is there is no embryo. I'm sorry but that didn't ease my stress. Then I find out I'm not that far along (so I don't have to worry about the drinking I did because that was before I conceived) but now there's two in there. So I am excited about that but also terrified. But as the weeks went on things just didn't feel right (meaning not like it felt when I was pregnant with Cameron). And I didn't know if it was because I was carring twins or that something was wrong. Well we all know how that turned out. So now that it's all over with I am sad and heartbroken, but also stress free.

Good Day

My family has all gone home now and it's just me, Kris & Cameron. It's nice to have things back to normal. We took Cameron to the movies for the first time today. We went and saw Ice Age 2. He was such a good boy through the whole thing. It was very cute, when we first walked into the theatre Cameron said "wow!" I can't wait until he's older and we can take him to Disney Land, that would be cool. I think we might even try playland this year.

And on to other things, I'm less sad today and Kris is less angry. So out of the past 5 days, today was by far the best. Well on to other things today, as it is beautiful outside so we might as well enjoy it.