A feeling of relief........almost

I think it's more the fact that from when I first found out I was pregnant it always seemed that it was too good to be true. And well it was. It feels like I've been stressed out for the past 6 weeks and now that stress has gone. When I was pregnant with Cameron I was a little stressed because it was my first pregnancy and i didn't know what to expect. But with the twins it was like one stressful week after another. When I first found out I was pregnant I was excited. Then I had the two week long week to find out how far along I was. I thought I was much farther and I was worried about that because of all the drinking I did. Then the ultrasound came and all the tech says is there is no embryo. I'm sorry but that didn't ease my stress. Then I find out I'm not that far along (so I don't have to worry about the drinking I did because that was before I conceived) but now there's two in there. So I am excited about that but also terrified. But as the weeks went on things just didn't feel right (meaning not like it felt when I was pregnant with Cameron). And I didn't know if it was because I was carring twins or that something was wrong. Well we all know how that turned out. So now that it's all over with I am sad and heartbroken, but also stress free.