Yoga

Holy Shit! Well I had my first class with Bikrams Yoga last night. I have never in my life sweated that much! The different poses definatly pushed me, but it was the heat that was the hardest. It's a 90 min session and the room 40 degrees. It's very tough, but I'm going to do it again. I think it helps that my sister and I are supporting each other with this, we won't let the other one slack off. We might go again tonight, not sure yet (I got Kris's cold, as long as it doesn't get worse I'll go). Kris is also home today (as he is sick and not feeling well).

Well one more month until John and Tess move back! I'm so happy their coming back! I really hope they find good jobs down here.

Maybe I'll post again tomorrow if I go back to yoga tonight. I'll let you all know whether it's better the second time around or worse.

Happy Anniversary!

Woo Hoo! It's been 5 years already since Kris and I got married! We're not really doing anything to celebrate, maybe go to a movie this weekend.

Well I told Kris that I need help with this diet, and that means I need to empty out our pantry because I can't have this stuff in our house. I'm going to let some things stay because they are for Kris and Cameron, but I have to have will power and not eat it. For some good news, I'm starting Bikrams Yoga with my sister next week. I'm very excited about trying that, I hear it's really good. It's an 90 min. session of yoga in a heated room. It's supose to be a great work out.

We went camping last weekend and had a great time! We camped with my sister, her hubby and son, Roy (Kris's dad), Brenda (roy's girlfriend) and Kelly. i can't wait to go again. I'm most likely going again on July 2-5 with myself and Cameron, my parents and my sister and her family. Kris unforunitly can't come as he has to work. But as Kris said he would like Cameron to experience camping even if it's without him. Though I still wish he could come. Oh well, John and Tess will be down on June 30 so I'm sure he'll have some company.

Well I should get Cameron some breakfast now and go clean out my pantry.

Sad day

I belong to an email group (mom's with pcos) I've been in this email group since cameron was born and even before. One of the ladies on the list just lost her husband. She has 4 yr. old triplets. It's made me think what would happen if I lost Kris. My cousin just found out that he has a brain tumor. He has 4 young kids, his wife has already survived cancer (while she was pregnant with twins). It makes you think. Life could be gone in an instant. I would be lost. I don't know what I would do without him. We've been together for over 8 years. The truest love I've ever felt. Today has been abit depressing.

Just one of those days

Beautiful Disaster

by Kelly Clarkson

yes I listen to Kelly Clarkson - get over it!

He drowns in his dreams
an exquisite extreme i know
he's damned as he seems
more heaven than a heart could hold
and if i try to save him
my whole world could cave in

i don't know
i don't know what he's after
but he's so beautiful
such a beautiful disaster
if i could hold on
through the tears and the laughter
would it be beautiful
or just a beautiful disaster

he's magic and myth
as strong as what i believe
a tragedy with
more damage than a soul should see
and do i try to change him
so hard not to blame him

i'm longing for love and the logical
but he's only happy hysterical
and i'm waiting for some kind of miracle
waiting so long

he's soft to the touch
but frayed at the ends he breaks
he's never enough
and still he's more than i can take

Well I might be getting a temporary job with Statistics Canada - with the census coming up and all. I go for a group testing on Monday so I should know after that sometime. I just had to update my resume, it's been a long time since I've done that! My last one ended at march 2000! I never did need a resume to get my job at Western Mailtech, they just hired me from my sister's word and my own abilities. The cool thing about this job is that Cameron is still going to be with me (there was an add for this job somewhat directed towards stay -at - home parents). And since my sister is still on mat leave she can look after Cameron when I go for this testing and if I get it I have to go to a training class. So now that's all done I just need to pick up an ink cartrage for my printer so I can actully print it. So I was going through my resume and I discovered that I've had 9 jobs in my life so far. But then again I started working at the age of 14.

Well my little guy wants to play now so that's it for now.