Sad day

I belong to an email group (mom's with pcos) I've been in this email group since cameron was born and even before. One of the ladies on the list just lost her husband. She has 4 yr. old triplets. It's made me think what would happen if I lost Kris. My cousin just found out that he has a brain tumor. He has 4 young kids, his wife has already survived cancer (while she was pregnant with twins). It makes you think. Life could be gone in an instant. I would be lost. I don't know what I would do without him. We've been together for over 8 years. The truest love I've ever felt. Today has been abit depressing.